twinkletozies


	My life..
	My computer's been broken for AGES and I haven't been able to post to my journal.... I really have to explain about myself and my life. I've been at ballet since 4 years of age. I left Ireland at 11 to go into full time ballet training in England. As I'm sure you all know, dancing is a ridiculously competitive world.. In short, I never felt I was thin enough and my relationship with food became non-existent. I finally had control of my eating and it felt amazing. Not being ruled my my stomach was AMAZING. However, when I returned home during the various holidays, my mum freaked out and was really worried. She took me out of dance school and put me into a recovery centre. Fat lot of good that did.. I can never physically eat more than 250 calories a day or else I mope about, cry and of course purge! I'm still following my dream of ballet and hopefully one day I'll be less of a fatty and make it! All I want to do is lose weight, be thin and have control...


	My first entry!
	Wow, my first ever journal entry! I suppose I'd better introduce myself.. I'm 16. I'm from Ireland and proud of it, it's a great place to come from! I love my family to pieces.. I have a little sister who is just amazing in every way! My brother lives in Russia, random I know! My parents are great and I'm happy to say that we get on well. I do ballet, hence the picture and I love it. I've been dancing since I was a tiny little 4 year old. I play hockey as well and it's certainly great craic! I have only one thing that I hate in my life and that's eating. I'm hoping I won't have to do much of that today! I can't really though because I'm going my a fashion show.. Not exactly the place for a fatty like me...